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I hope you are encouraged by this blog... as the Lord leads me so I will write. Trials of life... joys of knowing our Father.


Its hard to be clay... that is why it is so important that we grow in our trust of Him whose hands we are in. It hurts to be shaped and molded... it does. But God is still God and He is still to be trusted.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Return to the Potter's heart : part 2

Jeremiah 29:11 is not about me.  The focus is not even the Israelites.
The focus is completely on God and His gracious loving heart.  A heart full of compassion. So forgiving.  

I read chapter 29 in Jeremiah with fresh eyes a few weeks ago.  I've grown up with this verse (it was one of my grandma's favorites).  But I saw the verse from a whole different angle this time.  And it really is necessary that verses 12 and 13 are read with Jeremiah 29:11 and also must be read in the context of the preceding verse, (preferably the whole book).  I can read this following passage with the focus on me or I can read it with the focus on God.  And from reading through Isaiah and the majority of Jeremiah, the focus definitely needs to stay on God.  Listen to God's heart as He makes this incredible promise to His people who will return from being exiled (which was a result of Israel's continual sin and adultery/betrayal of their God, the one true God who has blessed them and pursued them for generations):
                      "For thus says the Lord, 'When seventy years have been completed
                       for Babylon, I will visit you and fulfill and fulfill My good word to you,
                       to bring you back to this place.  For I know the plans that I have for
                       you,' declares the Lord, 'plans for welfare and not for calamity to give
                       you a future and a hope.  Then you will call upon Me and come and
                       pray to Me, and I will listen to you.  You will seek Me and find Me
                       search for Me with all your heart. I will be found by you..."   

That floored me.  Incredible promise yes.  Applicable to me/us? Definitely.
But when I put the focus on God, His heart, and His character... He reveals more of Himself to Me, which propels me into a deeper desire and passion to seek Him... with all my heart.

Friday, November 12, 2010

Return to the Potter's heart

    The common illustration is goldmining: it takes a lot of digging, but the gold is worth it!
    This may not be the most relevant example, but I want to compare that to God's Word.  I've been reading Isaiah and Jeremiah regularly these past few months.  No, they are not easy reads.  There are a LOT of passages about God's judgement against Israel and Judah that are not fun to read.  (They don't make me feel all warm and happy inside.)  It was when I took a module class on the prophetic books in Bible college that I really fell in love with these hard to read books.  Why?  Because I fell in love with God... with His heart.  You must be asking,  "His heart? Of judgement and anger?? What are you talking about?  This is not a God that I want to love!"  And its ok to ask those questions and to have those feelings... if we are all honest, it is hard to love a  God who says things like, "I will winnow them with a winnowing fork at the gates of the land; I will bereave them of children, I will destroy My people; they did not repent of their ways," (Jeremiah 15:7).  
   But, this is not the whole story.  Not at all.  There are so many pages I could write on what the Lord has been showing me and teaching me in these two prophetic books.  So... I will try to be concise because this is not a book, this is a blog... and this only a post. 
   God's heart: crying out for His people.  Please... lets not miss this.  Lets not miss His heart.  His breaking heart.  An example: "Is Ephraim [another name for Israel/Judah] My dear son?... Indeed, as often I have spoken against him, I certainly still remember him; Therefore My heart yearns for him..."  (Jeremiah 31:20).  Wow!  His heart yearns for the very people who have rejected Him, "They have forsken Me, the fountain of living waters, to hew for themselves cisterns, broken cisterns that can hold no water," (Jeremiah 2:13). 
  I haven't even gotten to the passage that I reached a few days ago that led me to tears.  But I am going to stop for now and pick up where I left off when I return from my ladie's retreat.  Think on this:  yes, God hates sin, but His heart is so full of love for you to run into His arms, rest in His embrace, enjoy His presence, and walk with Him.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

No more easy way

I'm nervous.  I feel that Lord wants me to share a blog post, but I've been stalling (by trying to fix up the design of my blog).   Why am I nervous?  Because the Lord has shown me something powerful through His word and I don't know if I will communicate it clearly (and somewhat concisely).  I have been taking the "easy" way out by quoting other people on this blog because I didn't have anything "fresh" from the Lord.  (By the way: the quotes from Jerry Bridges are on the "pages" section near the bottom of this blog under Trusting God even when life hurts.)  I just don't know if this is the right time to write... 

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

important blog "commercial"

I haven't written this past month.  I have however been following a couple blogs that are sobering to my soul and challenging to my spirit.  In danger of being some sort of commercial, I will still list them here: http://bowensheart.com/ and http://ourblessedhope.blogspot.com/.  I have already posted some excerpts from Bowen's heart. The story of Bowen is widely known and followed, particularly in the Christian circle. The other blog is written by a friend from my high school youth group (from when I lived in Dallas, TX).  She just lost her baby girl (just a couple days after delivery).   The emotions and questions that these two sets of parents are facing are intense.  It is clear that it is in these times that God develops our faith to deeper levels.  I have learned much from reading their thoughts... hold on... let me find a quote from Matt (Bowen's dad and lead singer for the band Sanctus Real)....

Ever since we found out that Bowen was sick I’ve been asking a lot of life’s most difficult questions and seeking out the answers. Looking back from this point in my life, I don’t know that I was ever digging very deep in my faith. What’s interesting is that I thought I was. This struggle has awakened my heart and mind in ways that I never thought possible.